What I keep telling myself for this week is “If you want to grow, then say 'YES' every time.”
Praise God Almighty for calling me to Swaziland for three months. I am so excited to share with everyone what He is doing in Swaziland, and in particular at Hawane CLC. I have finally adjusted to the altitude both physically and mentally. This past Sunday the pastor explained that “Attitude is Altitude,” and I am accepting this thought to the fullest. I am here to not only serve, but connect with others, connect with myself and most importantly connect with my Lord and Savior.
First, I must acknowledge the amazing soccer team that opened up 2010 with an incredible soccer camp. Regardless of how I feel about soccer, I cannot begin to tell you how much of a blessing the camp and the team were to the whole Hawane community. I still see
Camp Victory shirts hanging on the stick fences all throughout the community and everyone keeps asking about their coaches. Aside from the huge blessing of leading many Swazi children to Christ, we were also a huge encouragement to the staff at Hawane CLC and the Teen Challenge Lighthouse. Several people have shared how heartening it was to see how well our team bonded with each other over the week, like we’ve known each other for years. Personally, I miss that bond and I can’t wait to see you all again!!!
Connecting with myself- Where to begin? I live in an amazing house just like I’ve always wanted. The first night here was scary but that all changed. The following day, an Australian family with 10 kids came to live with me for a couple of nights. What a blessing it was to learn what it is like to live within a huge family. Everyday I woke up to a 1-year-old baby that only knows how to say “Hello.” Now picture that with a cute little Australian accent. At night we sang praise songs and spent time in prayer as the little children fell asleep to our voices. It was an international experience within another international experience. Right now the biggest thing I am learning about myself is to take control over my mind and exercising what I’ve been learning. When we are made new, sometimes we expect everything to change instantly but for me I needed to exercise a completely new way of thinking. I have finally said "YES Lord, I know you give me authority to have control over my thoughts and I will no longer have a passive mind, which allows Satan to influence freely." Another thing I am learning is to step out of my comfort zone. Actually, I’m pretty sure I don’t know what a comfort zone is anymore!
Connecting with others- EVERYONE and I do mean everyone thinks I am Swazi; not only because my completion matches but also because I wear braids and I carry packages on my head just like several Swazi women. Throughout the community and town, I find people constantly speaking Siswati to me. For the most part, if there’s no translator I just pretend I know what they are saying. On the farm, I really have connected with several of the young ladies here and maybe that’s because at heart I’m a 13-year-old stuck in a 23-year-old body. At the church, one of the coolest things is that I am able to represent our church during a women’s Bible study. These women travel very far to come to Hawane CLC’s Bible study. One day, after the study we gave each woman some of the food packs our church (CLC Dayton) put together. I can’t describe how thankful they were. In particular, there was a woman about 65-70ish who held up the food pack and openly thanked God for always providing. You don’t have to be here in Swaziland to bless those in need and I want to personally thank each and every one of you who participated in the “Kids Against Hunger” food packaging event. From that group of women present, there were 53children represented. Thank you CLC for saying "YES, I can do that!"
Connecting with God- God loves me and I am so thankful that he sent me to what I'm calling "Believer Boot Camp" here in Swaziland. Of course, many people believe the purpose of going on mission trips is so that we can help people in a certain place, but it’s also because God wants you to grow as well. As I had mentioned before, I have eliminated all comfort zones in a matter of two weeks. I find the Holy Spirit taking complete control over my mouth and my whole body. The answer here for me is always "YES!" At home in the U.S., I would always put up some sort of "fight" if I were ask to step into leadership- whether it be something small as in praying out loud, leading a Bible study, or just talking about my beliefs. What I mean by "fight" is that there was always some sort of hesitation that presented itself through fear and/or laziness. Among all the many things He has placed into my understanding in this past month, I wanted to share that it is imperative to continue this “Boot Camp” when I return home; to not let hesitation be the reason someone didn’t get blessed that day. Finally, just say "YES" to Him and then be like Nike.... and just do it!
Posted by Waheedah Pugh who is serving at Hawane CLC until March 31st.